Today is one year since my Mother (and best friend) passed away. It still seems like yesterday to me and the loss is so unbearable. I miss Mom so much and my heart is broken. Mom's death changed me so much - I just haven't been the same since. I don't know if a depression can last a year but things that used to matter to me no longer do.
I will never understand why it happened - it shouldn't have happened. Mom was getting better but once all those nasty infections took root she just didn't have the strength to fight it....I still blame the Rehab and I always will but from what I have read over the past year it is so common for folks to get MRSA and C-Diff at hospitals and Rehabs because some Dr's and nurses and Aides do not take the measures they need to take, like washing their hands. What a crazy world we live in that we accept this as a normal part of life.
Okay, enough of my rambling - I just want to say I love you Mom forever and ever!
