I had thought when I started this blog that it would be a good thing for me so I could get though the death of my Mom. Since then I had to deal with my husband getting Cancer last November then having him tell me he would not do Chemo. Then in March my husband's son Mark was killed in a car accident. It seems life just won't get better......Mark's death may not have been an accident (he wasn't driving).....my husband has been so obsessed with finding out what has happened that he really isn't taking care of himself. He had a colonoscopy a few weeks ago and the results came in and again its cancer......
I am feeling so darn useless and I feel so tired. I just don't know how much more I can take. For the past week I have had headaches all the time and I just feel like crap. I know I can't do anything about what is going on but I am pretending to be strong and I just don't know how long I can hold it together.......I just want life to be normal!
