I went down to Florida to spend the week with my father. What a hard trip this was because I haven't been here since Mom passed away. Sitting in the house I keep waiting for her to come around the corner or yell for me but it just doesn't happen......it has been nice spending time with Dad but it is so different being here without Mom. I hate that I have to leave tomorrow to go home and back to the daily grind......I will miss Dad so much but we did have a good week. I did gardening for him and cleaned the things he is unable to do (Dad is a double leg amputee) so he is unable to stand or walk. He gets around with a scooter and he does good. Mom was also in a scooter - she had Polio as a child and she lost the ablilty to walk about 8 years ago. Anyway, it has been a good week and I dread leaving tomorrow - it will be very teary eyed for me!
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Happy Mother's Day (Not)
Happy Mother's Day to anyone that may read my blog!
Today is Mother's Day.....I got to go to the cemetery to say "Happy Mother's Day" to my Mom, I planted flowers and cried - I just miss her so much. I have to wonder, when I am gone will my family come to see me at the cemetery and plant flowers? Probably not! They are busy with their own lives and I do understand but, I feel like I have been stabbed in the heart!
I did receive cards - so they did remember I'm a Mom! I guess I am just depressed that I get to spend Mother's Day by myself.....I understand, they have wives and kids but I'm alone - I really wish I could be as good a Mom as my mother was - I loved spending time with her. She and I could laugh over anything - we were happy to have each other! That's why it must be me - I must have been an awful Mom to be alone on Mother's Day!
Oh well, I can just lay on the couch and hug my dogs and cats!
Ohhhhh, poor me - I am such a baby!
Today is Mother's Day.....I got to go to the cemetery to say "Happy Mother's Day" to my Mom, I planted flowers and cried - I just miss her so much. I have to wonder, when I am gone will my family come to see me at the cemetery and plant flowers? Probably not! They are busy with their own lives and I do understand but, I feel like I have been stabbed in the heart!
I did receive cards - so they did remember I'm a Mom! I guess I am just depressed that I get to spend Mother's Day by myself.....I understand, they have wives and kids but I'm alone - I really wish I could be as good a Mom as my mother was - I loved spending time with her. She and I could laugh over anything - we were happy to have each other! That's why it must be me - I must have been an awful Mom to be alone on Mother's Day!
Oh well, I can just lay on the couch and hug my dogs and cats!
Ohhhhh, poor me - I am such a baby!
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