Sunday, May 11, 2008

Happy Mother's Day (Not)

Happy Mother's Day to anyone that may read my blog!

Today is Mother's Day.....I got to go to the cemetery to say "Happy Mother's Day" to my Mom, I planted flowers and cried - I just miss her so much. I have to wonder, when I am gone will my family come to see me at the cemetery and plant flowers? Probably not! They are busy with their own lives and I do understand but, I feel like I have been stabbed in the heart!

I did receive cards - so they did remember I'm a Mom! I guess I am just depressed that I get to spend Mother's Day by myself.....I understand, they have wives and kids but I'm alone - I really wish I could be as good a Mom as my mother was - I loved spending time with her. She and I could laugh over anything - we were happy to have each other! That's why it must be me - I must have been an awful Mom to be alone on Mother's Day!

Oh well, I can just lay on the couch and hug my dogs and cats!

Ohhhhh, poor me - I am such a baby!

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