Today is Saturday, July 5th and it is a cloudy day but still lovely! Every day that I am alive is a good day. I have been so sad for so many months that I have decided to pack that away and start living my life again. I started working in my garden this summer and it looks beautiful! I am very proud of it!
I think that instead of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself that my Mom is gone I need to start making her proud of how I can carry on with my life.
I think that instead of sitting around and feeling sorry for myself that my Mom is gone I need to start making her proud of how I can carry on with my life.
One sad thing is that my husband and I planned to go on our yearly cruise with my son Jeff and his wife Heather but it has been a bad year for us - my husband Bob is retired and the money just isn't here - with the cost of gas going to $4.29 a gallon here in CT and the price of electricity, food, etc we just cannot justify using $3,000 to go away for a week. To have my pet sitter take care of my four animals would cost us $300, plus the cost of airfare - it just won't work for us. I am sad that we can't go but I think I will go to Florida during that time and see Dad! Life is good, my Dad is doing so well (I know he has sad times but he is carrying on) I am so proud of him!
My big wish is that we could win the Lotto - how I dream about not having to work, or worry about bills. How cool it would be to be able to do what I want when I want! I guess I should buy some tickets (Can't win if you don't play!)
My wish for today is that everyone be happy and enjoy life!!
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