Another Day

I received one of the books I ordered - its called "When There Are No Words" its pretty interesting, it seems to make sense as to how a person feels when they are grieving- the fact that even breathing seems to be so hard. How driving a car is hard for a grieving person, all the things I am feeling. Talking and listening (not) to people - its like you are on remote control. Its not a big book so I think I will get through it. I am scared that I won't get over the grief. How long will people put up with such a depressing person.....I don't have much to say today so I will leave you with words from a song my daughter in law sent to me.

Never Forgotten - Jessica Andrews

I’ll always see your face

The corner of your smile

And all the little things that no one will ever know

Like it was yesterday, won’t ever fade away

Goodbye is just a word that I will never say

You will never be forgotten

A million days could pass us by

But what is time but just a dream

Oh I still feel you here with me

You’re more than just a memory

Oh you will never be forgotten

I can‘t hold your hand

Or look into your eyes

And when I talk to you

It just echoes in my mind

But If hearts are made of dust

And if we fell from the stars

I look up tonight and know just where you are

You will never be forgotten

A million days could pass us by

But what is time but just a dream

Oh I still feel you here with me

You’re more than just a memory

Oh you will never be forgotten

And the world just keeps on going

It has no way of knowing

That you’re gone

You will never be forgotten

A million days could pass us by

But what is time but just a dream

Oh I still feel you here with me

You’re more than just a memory

Oh you will never be forgotten